yoyo anyone who cares im back finally but only half way i need to a desperate degree to get my deviations back to a healthy pace and hopefully somewhere somehow down the line of absence ive improved myself....cause i am way behind and lacking in quality i need to have a higher standard...depressing...i cant keep chalking it up to not having the equipment...not to mention i have soo many ideas saved up now its not even funny. on a happier note i miss the shit out of my friends! life sucks, i need my best friends to talk to and i have things to tell them such..preferably person to person.im starting to doubt ill even get to see them again the way my life loves me soo much. on an art related note for sure my next major deviation is going to be a constructive piece all i need to do is to go to a hardware store and get pvc to make the core of my signiture foam sword and seeing how i have the money now and the resources i may begin to mass produce foam swords and open shop! for those of you into stabbing your friends' face full of foam. (or half dislocate their lower jaw...SI...for that im glad your dumbass looked up a chiminey and got bit in the face by a snake without me checking for traps...haha kidding...but seriously ouch)...hmm...there might be something else to just completely waste your time with but its not coming to mind so im ending it here